朋友... 真的一生一起走嘛?
무슨! 칭구무슨!
說真的 我真的不懂你在想甚麼
一下子對我忽冷忽熱
你真的有把我當作朋友嘛?
真的有嘛?
認識你也差不多一年了
你始終還是.. 咳. 我不想說你
說真的 我早就已經心灰意冷了
朋友兩個字 ...
雖然身邊很多 但是真正能相信 能信任的 能依賴的 有誰呢?
從小一開始 就體驗了友情的利害 友情的力量于殘酷
我上輩子 到底作了甚麼 就得在哪麼小的年級 面對這些現實上的殘酷?
朋友... 我對這兩個字 有些反感 有些害怕 有些質疑
我發現 臥很多次 都當朋友的耳朵
但是 我真正需要耳朵時 他們都到那裡去了?
就因為這樣 我沒你這個朋友 也罷
反正 新認識的是好人嘛
沒我這個人 對你的影響的機會 根本是零
就因為這些種種的事情在環繞著我
我把真正的自己 管在心里 自己 變成了一個 不知道自己在做甚麼的人
變成了一個 沒有存在感的人
自己一個人 也罷 反正... 習慣了
...jotting it down, at Saturday, April 25, 2009
piss off..
진짜러! 더멀시도요!
i really dunno what the heck they are thinking abt.
how many times must we tell you guys not to bring those stuff into our house?
you live here, you abide the rules, though rules are meant to be broken; i dont care whether you respect us or not, but AT LEAST respect our religion!
wtf are you guys bring those red meat into this house?
i really dont get what the heck you guys are thinking about.
pls dont force me to shout at you guys. i really dont care whether you guys hate me or whatever cos i really dont care abt you guys.무슬! 진짜!
especially the one that came 2 yrs ago!
...jotting it down, at Wednesday, April 22, 2009
celebration party ^^
okay just great.
tmr's nationals. 50m back.
wooh. i shall not concentrate on anything else but on 50m back now. i know i have to do well this time. i have to do well for both my events.
yeap..
anyway, leave that psyche up talk aside..
its been a tiring yet worthwhile week for me..
beside training, had concert performance with sisong weisong laoshi and the rest of the CHOIR people.. xD
they rock sia.
zhengyi's a super cool leader. she's really cool.
through this performance, made loads of new friends.. they are all mainly from the PG group..
pro people. hahah.
performance was super cool.
hideaki said me and joyce were the only 2 composing people in the group.
only when i talk to some people then i know.. -.- we are not the only ones.
LOL. cheat my feelings.
talking bout cheating feelings, joyce's got hers cheated by the entire world.
hahaha..
namely some people.
wahahah. but i didnt.
i'm a good friend kay.
just came back from celebration party..
haha.
was having major chats with leonard and joyce.
lol. leonard's schools kinda sadistic lah.
but some situations were kinda familiar.. hmm.
anyway. shall leave some sensitive talk aside..
wahahaha. i shall go prepare myself for tmr's event. bye kids!
...jotting it down, at Monday, April 20, 2009