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okie...
haha... its the hols but not for me..
dots.
every week's issue was to go to school at least once.
thats it..
i'm not saying that having holiday lessons are wrong but..
its abit too much.
these are my opinions and i can half expect that if i say anything abt the school or the teachers,
i will get i disciplinary report for real.
可是人又人權 我有我發言的權利 而這是我的部落格 所以我有我發言的權利
再此 若有人何老師們看到了我這篇文章 儘管向上方報告
你們要怎樣 我不管 但是 這是我的權利 我又發言的權利
its not that i want to repeat that i have the right to say what i want to say.
of course i do not want to offend anyone. therefore, i will definately think before i do anything.
i'm not a person who uses my butt to think. i've got brains.

holidays are for students and teachers to take a rest.
though it is for the students' well being, but the schedule is heavy enough to make it a school schedule.
maybe its because i have other committments and also external committments and therefore i'm complaining.
maybe its because i'm really too stressed up and i'm complaining.
maybe its because that i have my own means of a holiday.
but my main point is that a holiday is a holiday.
holiday to me means i only have to go to school for already scheduled classes.
holiday to me means that i do not have to face teachers every single week.
holiday means to me that i am resting most of the time without facing unwanted stress that is not supposed to be pin pointed to me but i'm indrectly accused of,


the big space above are my complains and i do not want to expose it therefore,
DONT PROBE. its not that i'm a coward as i'm not showing.
its because i do not want extra trouble.
i'm tired. because its enough. 夠了 真的夠了.


its not that i do not like to face teachers or what.
its not that i dont want to face unexpected resistance.
its not that i dont want to face stress.
i'm one person who like to test my limits and push it to another height.
but i'm really tired.
very tired.



...jotting it down, at Saturday, May 31, 2008


did a few more siggies..
heh..
you peeps cant find them to kope yo..
cos i didnt put them to publicise in photobucket..
yupps..
saw this thingy on friendster bulletin..
my birthday is on 01/03/1993
Surname : Korean surname> is the last number in your year of birth.> - 0: Park> - 1: Kim> - 2: Shin> - 3: Choi> - 4: Song> - 5: Kang> - 6: Han> - 7: Lee> - 8: yoh> - 9: Jung>
II. Middle name : is your month of> birth .> - 1: Yong> - 2: Ji> - 3: Rae> - 4: Hye> - 5: Dong> - 6: gwa> - 7: Ha> - 8: Hyo> - 9: Soo> - 10: Eun> - 11: Hyun> - 12: Je>
III. Name : is your day of birth .> - 1: Hwa> - 2: Woo> - 3: Joon> - 4: Hee> - 5: Kyo> - 6: Kyung> - 7: Wook> - 8: Jin> - 9: Jae> - 10: Hoon> - 11: Ra> - 12: Bin> - 13: Sun> - 14: Ri> - 15: Soo> - 16: pow> - 17: Sang> - 18: Ae> - 19: Neul> - 20: Mun> - 21: In> - 22: Mi> - 23: Ki> - 24: Ah> - 25: Byung> - 26: Seok> - 27: Gun> - 28: Yoo> - 29: Sup> - 30: Won> - 31: Sub
apparrently according to this thingy,
my korean name is Choi Rae Hwa..
direct translation into chinese and hanyu pinyin is: 蔡芮樺 cai rui hua
english would be: chua rui hua
hah..
funni.. my name is goh su han ashley
directly it will be oh soo han.
another survey thingy..
> 1. Name someone who can always make you smile?
> MFBBT
> 2. What were you doing at 10:00 this morning?
> trying to go back to sleep with people making noise.. -.-
> 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
> chatting with mfbbtsgfc peeps..
>4. What did you do last night?
> watching videos and chatting with mfbbtsgfc
> 5. What color is your hair brush?
> theres so many combs in the house..
> 6. Have you text voted for an American Idol?
>no.. i dont bother
> 7. Hot tea or Iced tea?
> singaporeans tend to go for iced.
> 8. What was the weather like today?
> sunny and hot.. abit cloudy in the afternoon
> 9. Where did your last hug take place?
> at home?
> 10. What are you excited for?
> bbt coming to singapore and holidays? i tend to go for hols..
cos my hols like none liddat..
> 12. Closest thing to you that is green?
> my bag?
> 14. Last person you spoke to?
> mom
> 15. Are you very random?
> very.
> 16. Do you want to get your hair cut?
> yes. every month. but for the sake of my cousin's wedding i'm leaving it long now..
> 17. Are you over the age of 25?
> no.. i will answer yes in 11 years time..
> 18. Do you talk a lot?
> depends
> 19. Does your screen name have an x in it?
> nope.
> 20. Do you know anyone named Stephanie?
> yeah...
> 21. Do you make up your own words?
> cant be bothered
> 22. Are you ticklish?
> depends
> 23. Are your ears pierced?
> yupp..
> 24. Bar soap or body wash?
> who in this world use bar soap?
> 25. Are you a jealous person?
> depends.. i'm quite independent..
> 26. What brand of shampoo do you use?
> feather..
> 27. Do you have curly hair?
> nopes.. straight..
> 28. Where did you go today?
> nowhere.. i'm staying at home and be 宅女..
> 29. What 1 item do you always pick up at the grocery store?
> i dun go to the grocery..
> 30. What do you say a lot?
>爛透了!
> 31. Red or White Wine?
> red most of the time.. would like to try white..
> 32. Do you think you are pretty?
> no.. cool is a better word.
> 33. What are you doing tonight?
> chat with mfbbtsgfc peeps and watch mfbbt
> 34. Who was your last missed call?
>clare yong.. thats 5 days ago.
> 35. What should you be doing right now?
> blogging and chatting with mfbbtsgfc peeps
> 36. Do you have a nickname?
> suhanASHLEY, ash, shaojie
> 37. Are you a heavy sleeper?
> no... light..
> 38. What are you listening to?
> lollipop bang bang tang's 跟著我的 tempo
> 39. Is there anyone you like right now?
> ya.. lollipop bbt and huya.. if in real life, i wont tell.
> 40. When was the last time you did the dishes?
> yesterday.. cant stand the mess..
> 41. Did you cry today?
> ya.. was watching old mfbbt shows and was touched..
the charity show oso.. super touching..
> 42. How big is your bed?
> single.. i'm not big sized to have a king sized in my room
> 43. Do you know someone with the same birthday as you?
> my dad, joshua ang, zhien wei, huai en
> 44. How many pictures are hanging in the room you are in?
> none..
> 45. Does anyone like you?
> dunno and i dun wanna know..
> 46. Do you collect anything?
> no. i dun bother
> 47. Last time you went on a date?
> dun bother to even think of it.
> 48. What is on your mouse pad?
> i dun have a mouse pad.
> 49. Do you like coffee?
> ya.. macchiato latte and mandante
> 50. Do you know anyone in the military?
> cousins. my bro is still young.
> 51. Number of pillows you sleep with?
> 1. sometimes cant sleep with it so none.
> 52. Could you live without a computer?
> nope.. but i tried it loads of times.. survived.
> 53. What age were your parents when they got married?
> kinda late? 29 & 31
> 54. Favorite flavor of ice cream?
> dark choc and choc chip
> 55. Do you drive?
> i wanna do that in 3 years time.
in conclusion, i'm bored.


...jotting it down, at Sunday, May 25, 2008

我只能說 世界變了
因為我是學生 某些東西我不能公開 也不能說
原因也是因為 我的學校很小 所以我所說的東西
很有可能就會一傳十 十傳百
我現在想說的東西 會在無名說
我不怕我會得罪誰 因為這是我的原理
也許我是自私的 但 這只是我的想法
在這裡說 很危險
很多人說 演藝圈是黑暗的 我覺得 不單是這樣
因為 人生的生活 我認為 在我現在過的階段當中
也是黑暗的
也許你們不認為 因為 人有個的想法 只是你要怎麼去看他


...jotting it down, at Friday, May 23, 2008

lols...
okay. i jus watch this 世界一週 thingy..
and they said birdshit can be made into facial stuff..
if its me, i wont even go try.
even normal facial i wont even go..
i'm not 愛美 kind of people...
yupps..
haha..
cos its kinda late so i will keep this post short.
but if you people wanna know what post i planning to post up here,
go visit my wretch..
www.wretch.cc/blog/suhanshaojie

its there in chinese so paiseh ah people..
XD
kinda having symptoms of flu cos jus had training after a long hiatus cos if SA..
i'm happy with my chi and eng results cos i improved XD
haha..
thought i will flunk.
okay. nvm.
i shall stay positive as i am now..
i'm happy with another reason.. lols..
shall not say.
gtg people.. its reali late.
tmr oso got umpiring course.. lols.
ESSS was a success.. and i'm kinda relieved.
cos its like ya. XD
see ya people.. XD


...jotting it down, at Monday, May 12, 2008

yo people...
changed blogskin and this is my second self designed skin...
heh.
the photos are photoshopped by me and heheh..
this time no koping my photos.. XD no la.
haha..
jus to say hi and i dun feel like talking.. XD


...jotting it down, at Saturday, May 10, 2008


ahh..
k.
i jus wanna scream my head off now..
confirmed date for swim team's training camp is 11-13th june.
and guess what.
bbt's coming to sg on 11-13!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
now you know why i'm screaming my head off..
damned..
like no yuan fen liddat...
hope something happens like a miracle..
haha..
*twists fingers*
well..
就是命中注定..
真的很希望有奇機出現 xD


...jotting it down, at

k.. now i wanna change blogskin le.
haha...
I"M FREE FROM MYE!!!
say yay people.. XD
haha.
now i can update the songs in my mp3, my handphone, make handphone themes, do more photoshop and stuff...
cos i'm finally free!!!
haha.
not reali cos i still have to do lots of other stuff..
like council stuff.
but mainly more relaxed..


...jotting it down, at Thursday, May 08, 2008

what the hell.
i'm pissed and i really dont want to talk.
this person actually spoiled my mood.

'why your name is ashley? i think that is very dumb'

so what is that supposed to mean?
everybody in this world named ashley is dumb is it?
or even the same pronounciation?
is ashley olsen dumb?
is ashley tisdale dumb?
is ashlee simpson dumb?
is ashley cole dumb?
is ashley montagu dumb?
is ashley blue dumb?
is ashley bradbury dumb?
is ashley judd dumb?
is ashley hames dumb?

these people are famous people who are actress, poets, authors, news presenters, anthropologist, humanists...
so if these famous people are not dumb, shall i name a few people who are normal and not famous?
is ashleigh pang dumb?
is ashley, councilor from monfort dumb?
is ashley sng dumb?

from the above list,
one is a councilor, one is a NJC graduate, one is a level head monitor so are they dumb?

and for your information, i am not dumb. so is my name.
because i am a damned vp of student council.
so be it.
you are in directly saying my parents dumb because they are the ones who gave me the name. so are my parents dumb?
if you think they are, speak fluent jap and take tours in singapore,
do electronic business and prove it!

if you want to be called haha,
you think you are korean entertainer ha dong hoon is it?
dont be an ass.
you are ashamed of your name thats why you do not dare to type your name in my tagboard.
you are a damned coward.


...jotting it down, at Friday, May 02, 2008
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Previous posts.

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i've officially moved!suhanashley.livejournal.com
going...going... gone.
30 degrees... and up.
haha.. finally i'm typing again.its after the MYE!...
朋友... 真的一生一起走嘛?
piss off..
celebration party ^^
injured.. again. inside out.
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