one more down.
if you people haven noticed, i'm very very very tired over several things..
things that made me on the verge to cry and stuff.
i really hate crying and i really hate those things and people who made me on the verge to cry.
damned.
all these started not recently but a few weeks ago.
i really dunno how to put it and stuff liddat but i seriously think that i really need rest.
things are not smooth sailing and i tried to put it at the back of my head,
tring to control my frustrations and stuff..
but i brokedown jus last week.
i am seriously very tired.
who in this world can help me?
i really feel like transferring and stuff but at this point of time,
its no use.
its too late.
and i really regretted several stuff.
really.
why the hell i didnt take up the super gd chance to go to ccmh?
why the hell did i land up in this situation?
i tried my very best to hide several stuff.
i tried my very best to control my emotions.
i tried my very best to do what i can do.
but why things jus have to go this way?
all these stuff,
have chased away that lame ashley goh.
yes.
including my leg problem.
now ashley goh may jus be cold and what others asked me, depressed.
i jus dun understand why the hell stuff have to happen this way.
if its so,
i dun understand why i have to experience all these damned stuff at a young age of 15.
yes i'm complaining.
but i know i still have to control.
我真的該懂得怎麼去收藏我的表情 情緒
以後的我 再也不是以前的我
我只知道 我會變得很無清 很冷淡
and its all because of all these stuff.
i have enough and i want to move on.
i dont wanna stay at the same spot turning rounds and rounds just to find a way out.
i had enough.
went to get my spects and went home,
got ready for training and ya..
went training today XD
and haha..
got uncle sunny to sign my 'IOU' again XD
haha..
its I OWE YOU MY SIGNATURE FOR ATTENDANCE
haha..
training was quite okay..
and i know i improved cos my knee recovered, my stroke are much better,
i dun get latic acid much today..
and poof.
i'm done with today's training..
the sets were tiring and stuff.. XD
but its cool xD
hehh.. XDD
shall end off XD
if you people haven noticed, i'm very very very tired over several things..
things that made me on the verge to cry and stuff.
i really hate crying and i really hate those things and people who made me on the verge to cry.
damned.
all these started not recently but a few weeks ago.
i really dunno how to put it and stuff liddat but i seriously think that i really need rest.
things are not smooth sailing and i tried to put it at the back of my head,
tring to control my frustrations and stuff..
but i brokedown jus last week.
i am seriously very tired.
who in this world can help me?
i really feel like transferring and stuff but at this point of time,
its no use.
its too late.
and i really regretted several stuff.
really.
why the hell i didnt take up the super gd chance to go to ccmh?
why the hell did i land up in this situation?
i tried my very best to hide several stuff.
i tried my very best to control my emotions.
i tried my very best to do what i can do.
but why things jus have to go this way?
all these stuff,
have chased away that lame ashley goh.
yes.
including my leg problem.
now ashley goh may jus be cold and what others asked me, depressed.
i jus dun understand why the hell stuff have to happen this way.
if its so,
i dun understand why i have to experience all these damned stuff at a young age of 15.
yes i'm complaining.
but i know i still have to control.
我真的該懂得怎麼去收藏我的表情 情緒
以後的我 再也不是以前的我
我只知道 我會變得很無清 很冷淡
and its all because of all these stuff.
i have enough and i want to move on.
i dont wanna stay at the same spot turning rounds and rounds just to find a way out.
i had enough.
went to get my spects and went home,
got ready for training and ya..
went training today XD
and haha..
got uncle sunny to sign my 'IOU' again XD
haha..
its I OWE YOU MY SIGNATURE FOR ATTENDANCE
haha..
training was quite okay..
and i know i improved cos my knee recovered, my stroke are much better,
i dun get latic acid much today..
and poof.
i'm done with today's training..
the sets were tiring and stuff.. XD
but its cool xD
hehh.. XDD
shall end off XD
Labels: enough is enough., i had enough.
...jotting it down, at Tuesday, July 22, 2008
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