(i'm not crying kay... just thinking...)i'm just not sure what got to me.
some inspiration just got in.
its not just...
its long time ago.
time past and yupp.
september holidays are almost over.
its only left with a few hours.
less than 24 hours.
for the first half of the year,
i've been wasting my own time.
simply just wasting it.
one reason.
i'm a TV maniac.
at the start of the second half.
HP feel came back after 2 years of long wait.
bishan library feel's not there cos i've not been there since like 4 months.
once i start reading...
i couldnt stop.
hermione's studying sprirt got to me.
really.
then i thought what i was doing for the past few months.
i'm like a slack.
big time.
wanted to motivate myself cos not only in academic wise.
also in swimming wise.
reading have helped alot.
but not for swimming.
i've realised that NDP have taken most of my training time and i cant slot in 6 days a day.
plus i've been very busy. even after NDP.
now that i'm free.
i wanna do what i wanna do.
watching TV all day is not the goal of my life.
so i've limited myself 40 mins each day.
just for X family.
re-watching the champion made me wanna swim.
but women's nature stopped me.
i've not been swimming for the past one week.
i wanna get to swimming 6 days a week if time lets me to.
i really want to.
seriously.
i dun wanna be a slacker slacking all day,
getting behind homework and stuff.
i just wanna be me.
...
...
...
...
...
...
well,
after all this while,
i've NOT been myself.
went back to holy pri and i've found myself back.
after all, thats the place where i've placed all my memories.
thats all.
i've been fighting with myself.
did you people fight?
one person.
i need to get that person to fight.
i've been through what she is going through now when i was p1.
i really need her to get up and fight.
only she can change herself.
she is relying on people so much of cos people will not want to be with her.
she needs to find herself.
thats all.
but how???
...jotting it down, at Sunday, September 09, 2007
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