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pissed off... reali pissed and stressed up... flipping around now...

i am very pissed.
very very very pissed.
this week i have to rush through all notice boards i'm involved in,
i'm ok with that, as long it fits into my tight schedule.
but so unluckily, something came and caused me to not have training in ace.
i'm sick, and the nature call of woman came up.
so irritating...
sorry to all ace swimmers who saw this blog...
reali sorry...


did 800m on monday time trails and i did a gd time... nvr thought i can do this kind of time.
12.01 mins.
ahaha...
i passed gerald and pris their presents on tues,
wed, i received a letter from pris.
wed is the day i got pissed officially.
all becos of you.
you made the team hate you ok?
think of what you did before you apologise to me.
you did nothing on that very day and yet you showed me that face.
you think you very big izzit?
all you did was to sms your bf.
think what you did that day? NOTHING!
nothing at all...
not that i wanna scold you but you are jus a pathetic attention seeker.
buying the maple cards is a big fat waste of money.
you no money you ask your parents for it not ask your friends.
your friends are not your bank where you can get everything for you including giving you free money.
do you know that money is hard to earn?
think before you do anything can?
****er...
tell you what.
you are not pretty.
so what if you got bf?
later break up with you becos of your money then i laugh.
no money to pay back huh...
later cannot even get back your money.

now, i blogging abt another person.
you also made the whole team screwed.
dont think i choose your design doesnt mean that you can do anything you want ok?
stel people's paper...
do you know that its the teacher's paper???
and dont think i dunno.
you did not even print the photos.
you used only think i am dumb?
pls... my iq is high ok... its high.
you are the dumb one.



people give me rubbish jus becos i can be bullied???
sry people but you can bully me. but i got a limit ok?
now my limit is being pushed,
this is no ms nice goh su han ashley anymore.
no more!
i'm pissed with people in the team. and its real.
its for real now.
nothing can make be go back to ms nice and super counsellor.
no more.
i'm gonna be inpatient now.
you two peeps make me pissed.
somemore you two dumb people are in the team.
you nvr know how many people hates you.
nvr...
so naive huh?
so innocent huh?
and you, anthor idiot who thinks that i'm scolding your enemy now you will be happy.
you turn to me when you have problems with your fam or peeps.
i dont care now.
i reali dont care.
and i do not wanna know anthing abt you and your love life or your beloved.
nvr again.
nvr.
when you found somebody fun, you leave me alone.
what is this?
i'm not an idiot when you can use me when needed and when i'm not needed i can be left there.
eh, hello!
i'm not any person with no problems at all.
dont find me when you reali need me ok?
i hate people like that.
i hate it!!!
i got a limit to my patience and my tolerence.
i'm pissed...
dun wanna say anything now.
jus feel like going to a place and stop being used like a tool.
i'm not a computer that can work 24 hrs standby.
i got my own problems ok.
i got them and stop giving me burdens.
stop it.
i'm tired.
thanks, sher and kor, for being there when i'm pissed.
i need a terrible rest now.
i'm realy tired.
physically and tired in the mind.
i wanna sleep. i reali want to.
sorry, gina. sorry.
i'm reali very sorry...
i'm reali pissed abd frustrated.
now i hurt my ankle and i jus dont know what to do.
someone pls help me.
i'm reali tired,
thanks gerald, thanks michelle.
thanks for those who's there.
i will be there for you peeps too.
but not like the above case.
i'm tired of it.
i dont know what i will do next.
i reali dont know.
reali... tired...

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...jotting it down, at Friday, March 30, 2007
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